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Complicated…Her Side
My lover wrote a nice tribute about us called Complicated. I wanted to give my side of the story too. Although he summed it up well, I want him to hear my words too and let everyone know how I feel about this man.
We met about three years ago. We were both looking for a FWB situation. Both missing something in our marriages. We thought it was sex at first that we were missing. Although that was the driving force that started this, we found out we were missing so much more in our lives. Us getting to know each other made us realize what was missing. Because we found in each other what both of us really want and really desire.
Our FWB relationship flourished quickly. A friendship developed fast. The sex was the hottest ever from the first time and just continues to get hotter. Somewhere, somehow, at a point we can’t clearly define, we fell in love. It’s a love and friendship and desire like neither of us has ever experienced. His smile melts my heart. His arms around me feels like the safest place in the world and like I am meant to be there. His soft lips on mine and his deep kisses sends chills down my spine and instantly makes me wet with desire. Him gazing into my eyes as he slips inside of me and makes love to me is on a whole different level than just sex. We click. He’s taken me to places sexually that I didn’t know existed. I have always been a bit reserved, and a good girl, so to speak. I never slept around. I had never cheated before. I was actually teaching bible drill at my southern Baptist church when we met. He says I was always naughty. I just needed someone to bring it out in me. I’ve done things I never knew possible. And I’ve loved it. I want to continue doing this. I have desires and fantasies I’d love to fulfill with him. I want to meet him in a public parking lot wearing no panties and a silk dress, and boots, of course, and take him right in the parking lot. I plan on doing him on his desk at some point. I’ve had him at my house many times and he’s had incredibly hot sex with me in my marriage bed, in my husband’s chair, and on our couch in front of the fireplace. There’s so much more I want from him. I’m sure I will reach my limits way before he does, but in the meantime, I have loved everything we’ve done.
So here we are. Together but apart. Lonely in our own homes and living with people that make us lonely. It’s complicated. We have homes, and spouses, and c***dren, and many obstacles in front of us. So, for the time being, although we’ve skirted around the issue of being together, we have no plans for that. For now. We are just stealing what moments we can and taking what we can get. The emotional connection we have is electrifying too. I can’t go even a few hours without a text from him. I have reached the point now that I get a lump in my throat saying goodbye. I get an ache in my stomach when I can’t see him. I need his touch. I need his expert mouth all over me. I desire his touch so bad. I long for his body next to mine. I know he feels the same. I can see it in his eyes and feel it from his heart. We have it bad. But it’s oh so good…
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